I figure at this rate, I should be at my target weight in 2 months or so.
The incredible shrinking woman. Hey- I'm not bitching at all- I hate being fat and loathed the idea that people would remember me with a a pudgy face and just chunky.
But my stomach isn't shrinking. So I still look fat in the middle.
I got my iron infusion today. I wish it gave me crazy energy like it should, but it doesn't. I'm sure it keeps me from being totally lethargic though.
As for the vaccine- I don't know what's going on. Maybe the tumor isn't growing but it just looks like it because I've lost weight. Or maybe it's grown.
I can't eat much at this point- I'm nauseous all the time. I hurt and I'm tired.
I'm trying to figure all this out and it's only speculation.
The vaccine has GOT TO work. I've got nowhere else to go after this- except maybe a colostomy? Eh, whatever. It's been almost 5 months since I've had surgery... I'm starting to go into DTs.